Welcome to the Jungle

I'm not even sure what i am going to write here.

Everything just seems a little overwhelming lately.

heaps of assignments due

overwhelmed with uni

work

im rather unwell

antibiotics

trying to avoid antibiotics cos they arent that good for you

at all.

and then my relationship

dont worry

i wont change it for the world!

I love my boyfriend

more than i have ever loved anyone

and he brings me such happiness

but now it's settling

and we're starting to be a comfortable couple

and this scares me

should it scare me?

that we just chill and watch movies

or go out to parties

but that we don't run around crazy on magical budget dates

or we don't do things on a whim

or that we're just comfortable

the honey moon excitement period worn off

no more exciting randomness.

i miss it

and it scares me that it's gone

it's a good thing though

i've never gotten to this stage in a relationship

a happy, content and comfortable relationship

where we communicate

and speak about the future

and enjoy one another

but where has the magic gone?

I think i should speak to him

and bring it back

budget dates

running under sprinklers

eating cake in the dark

summers coming back

along with the warmth

and long holidays

where we can stay up all night eating

and run under sprinklers

and spend nights at the beach.

Can you have both?

exciting

and

comfortable?

if not; i'd choose comfortable.

any day

cos i don't want to lose what i have.

peace x