Sleep

I want to go home

I've had enough of this now

I just want to hide out in my room

and not feel like I have to be social.

Blergh.

Bit negative today

maybe it's bedtime.

I miss you babe

xx

Love is Rare

I don't even know what I'm thinking.
Why am I planning these things?

Even if it is only my dreams
Honestly. What's wrong with me?
Sigh!

I shouldn't be planning this far ahead.
I shouldn't be wanting to do this.
I shouldn't be excited by this when it doesn't even exist yet!

Sigh Bianca,
you are seriously a case for sore eyes!

:P

x

Lost In Stereo

"And I'm just like cellophane,

Cos she see's right through me
I know she's glitter and gold
And that's just the price I pay
When I don't even know her name
She's slipping away"


All Time Low
Depressing
Good when I feel as I do


Good nights out
Fun times
Too tired to take part
Leave early
upset I miss out
but I just feel like I will bring a downer to the night
Wish I could be happy like all them



but instead I'm fighting my low's again
I WILL win this time
I'm fighting for more than just myself this time
I have too much to lose
I worked to hard to get to where I am.



I think I'm just working myself too hard
Can't wait till June is over
Savings,
Hopefully no more maccas
or at least only once a week again

back to sleep

Perhaps sleep will make a difference
Then I wont be so sensitive
Instead, I'll have control over my emotions.


Maybe
:S


Peace
Night