I suppose I can't deal with these ups and downs
one min im laughing and enjoying life
the next i just want to bury my head in the sand
so behind in uni
losing weight again
missing my bf
just wanting to defer uni
go away
run far away
and enjoy a break
but ill soldier through
live it tough
finish this degree
and then run
get a job in another state
where i have to start fresh
hopefully i wont lose the one i love
hopefully we can run off together
both chasing careers
but together
hopefully i can always be with him
happy
in his arms
and safe.
but for now.
back to uni
no more drawing
and study
cos there is no time for dreams
reality is too close
i feel better for writing.
xx
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