Saturday, September 24, 2011

Goodbye


bought a diary today
lockable
private
signing out of here
for good. 

For my readers
if you want to read more
email me
facebook me
and ill let ya know how im going

otherwise
im out
gone
disappeared
blogger - we had a good run

but maybe its time for me to keep my private life private
and spill all my beans into my diary
just for my eyes only. 
xx

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Ask DNA



Living in Doncaster for 3 weeks (ish)
Maybe go spend sometime in Preston, maybe a week out of the 3.
Break from the family.

Stress me out a little they do
but hey
it's DNA
we're all the same
crazy
a little self centred
exciteable

Sometimes I just need the peace of an empty house.
a sleeping puppy
a bit of music
and a good, long, hot shower.
followed by tea.

May even get some study done tonight before bed
feeling a little relaxed

although concerned about the 40min trek to work.
compared to the usual 30 mins
especially since I'm usually late when I only need to travel 30...
haha

Feeling pretty good
and relaxed
maybe even happy.

fun friends times
glad im slowly rebuilding my social life, again. :D

x

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

One Minute


I just need to stop
for one minute
to enjoy my surrounds

but there is no time
deadlines
assignments
competitions
dates
love

"change nothing
the future is in
close the door. 

wear a name
be the same
take some more."

I don't want to change anymore
i just want to be me
and not need to change

find a niche
somewhere where bianca as bianca is accepted
where people don't need me to change. 

i'm glad my boyfriend loves me for me
or i would be stuck at square one. 

im just tired. 
again